THE FURNACE AND LONG LONELINESS
BY YAIQUAB YISRAEL
As i live and learn of my new found true identify as a "hebrew israelite", i must say i truly have a great appreciation of what yahowashi meant when he said "he that endures to the end shall be saved", and also when he said "a mans enemies shall be those of his own household". We as israelites are daily involved in a life and death struggle to hold on to our faith despite the unbelief of the world we live in but also the unbelief of people closest to us. If we dont carry the right perspective of what this walk is all about, then we simply will not make the Kingdom. We will go back into the world. If our focus is not on the coming kingdom EVERYDAY, we simply will not make the kingdom. The perspective we must carry in this walk is a spiritual perspective,meaning we understand that what we experience and see is not ultimate reality. What we experience now is a test of the heart and mind as yahowashi said in
rev 2 23 "shall know that I am he which searcheth the reins and hearts: and I will give unto every one of you according to your works.
if we get sidetracked with the example of the unbelieving world we live in and our unbelieving nation brethren we simply will not endure to the end. This point cannot be stressed enough. Everyday is a test meant to solidify our faith or "weed us out" of the faith. Whatever your true inclinations are in this truth as hebrew israelites will surely be found out, and if our mind is not to repent then that will be found out too. The best thing we can do is not decieve ourselves in thinking that this faith is not real,niether the coming kingdom is real, or for that matter that the most high is not real.
Isa 48:10 Behold, I have refined thee, but not with silver; I have chosen thee in the furnace of affliction.
As hebrew israelites we seek to go to that "city on a hill" spoken of in 2 esdras 7. the way to that city is to go through that "furnace of affliction" spoken of in isaiah 48. This is a call that most hebrew israelites reject. We as hebrew israelites in the western hemisphere especially see the damaging effects of having been brought up in the edomite white man kingdom and his "freewill" man is god mindset and philosophy gospel. The achilles heel of our hebrew israelite nation is we have been corrupted to believe that the bible is to be praised but not obeyed. The bible is to be respected but not to be respected at the same time.(a devilish diachotomy). For us as hebrew israelites the things we see everyday,the deception,the poverty of our nation,loving the world,loving carnal desires,comfortable in our captivity to the beast kingdom,the live for today mindset.,is the mightiest of vexations for hebrew israelite brethren in this truth. We as enlightened hebrew israelite brethren see our nation brethren caught up in the "daintys" this world has to offer in order to decieve our nation and there is nothing we as israelites can do about it other then to remain steadfast obeying the gospel so the same fate to befall our unbelieving brethre does not happen to us. In other words i have found that to being a hebrew israelite in the truth requires a high degree of charity and selfishness at the same time. You have to be selfish in the sense that you understand that NOTHING is more important then your faith and your are not willing to sacrifice your faith for ANYTING....ANYTHING and that you know that you must walk you walk ALONE,and you alone will be held accountable for your actions. We as hebrew israelites must keep in mind that we stand to gain a great reward for our faith. If we truly believe this, then maybe we will be alright as we endure. If we steadfastly put our minds in "remembrance" of what we are fighting for, then most likely we will be alright as we endure in the truth most high willing. We can make the kingdom if we hold to a right perspective, which is a spritual perspective as we wait to be restored.