my struggle,, my victory
by yaiquab yisrael
Recently i was watching a celebrity roast of boxing great muhammad ali, and i began to think within myself as i saw all the magnetic personalitys come to the dais,to "roast" the champ. I wish i was like them, i wish i was in their position. I wish i looked like them. I wish i had their lifestyle and their money and fame and glory, and women. I remember when i was in elementary school as a young israelite man ,i realized even from that time ,there was no way except by the grace of the most high that my young mind was going to be able to transcend the diabolical psychological manipulation matrix carefully planned and implemented on me and my hebrew israelite brethren. i recall with much grief the success this jewish- edomite indoctrination school system has had ,even to today on my nation of the twelve tribes, as many of my hebrew israelite brethren scorn the truth and refuse to "redeem the time" while they have oppurtunity. i recall the horrible feeling of knowing that academically i was "out of my element" in the jewish- edomite white mans indoctrination school system. My young mind could not at the time comprehend the the jewish- edomite educational indoctrination system laid out for me and my israelite hebrew brethren. I knew even from that long long time ago as a pre-schooler that i had one hell of a heavy burden to carry for a long long time in my life to come. Im not saying this was the case for every israelite in esau's indoctrination system. Some israelites did fantastically well in esau's jewish indoctrination school system. I dont belittle them, but as far as i was concerned, my life was a living hell for the twelve years i was being forcibly indoctrinated in esau's brainwashing system called the "public school system". My mind just would not swallow the garbage he was feeding me,hard as i tried. I knew i was relegated to the academic trash heap and i had no idea why this was happening to me.
The edomite indoctrination school system taught me to always want to be someone other then myself,someone more successful,more socially adept, and accepted amongst the heathen of the world. The edomite indoctrination school system taught me subconciously that esau owned this world and me and my israelite brethren would only be able to "see but not touch" the higher things in life, which we all wanted. The jewish edomite indoctrination school system thrives on fulfilling the prophecy of psalm 83 3,4. in other words, the nations conspire to keep true israel from knowing who they are,either wittingly or unwittingly. For me not being able to see myself in the jewish edomite indoctrination school system proved my fatal flaw. I dont doubt this may be the case with multitudes of young israelites as they are forced fed academic pork from esau's teacher minions. Many israelites are totally destroyed because of our indoctrination learning in ways we will never totally be able to comprehend, because our destruction can also be spiritual as well, meaning we could very well miss the eternal kingdom of rulership promised to the twelve tribes. We as israelites could very well miss the full blessing of dominion and rulership and peace and abundance promised to us if we let esau's indoctrination system take us away. This is the ultimate price a israelite will pay if the most high does not have mercy on them. This is the ultimate punishment an enemy can afflict on a foe if ever there was a foe!!
I flash forward to the present and realize how foolish i was to entertain the thoughts i had watching that celebrity "roast" and wishing i was like the people i was watching with all their fame and glory. The beauty of the israelite truth for those of us who are a part of this nation and truth is "WE ARE THE MOST BLESSED AND ENVIED PEOPLE OF THE WHOLE PLANET!!". As it turns out i would not trade places with muhammad ali or any other "prospering" hebrew israelite for any amount of money in this world. Many famous israelites live deliciously while they thrive in the prime of their of their life but never escape the eventual deut 28 curse which comes on all israelites at some time or another. And on top of that , i hardly ever ever hear of some famous israelite coming into the truth, and using their voice to spread the truth of the word of the most high. This in part to the devastating effect of the jewish-edomite indoctrination school system foisted on the hebrew israelite nation for the purpose of "keeping us from knowing who we are" just as the most high said would happen to us. Even more proof that the bible is the world of the most high undeniably,as it is played out in real time in the life of the modern day and historical israelite people of the twelve tribes.