i can see clearly now
by yaiqab yisrael
All my life, i have felt out of place, from as early as i can remember. I will no longer deny this fact.... All my life i have felt out of place on this earth. This is how alot of "hebrew israelites" should feel while we are in the diaspora on this side of eternity. For some reason i have most always gone against the grain,hurt those i loved the most,held uncommon or unpopular positions alot of times to my own embaresment, and hurt. There is no shame in this as long as you are true to what you really feel is the right thing to do,but subject yourself to correction. At some points in people's lives i guess all of us have had their share of misunderstandings,dissapointments,various vexations of all kinds etc. All of these myriad of experiences have been for nought if we as israelites do not eventually come to the conclusion, of what the ultimate purpose of all these things have been for. Remember, hell is real and most people will go there, so we as israelites do ourselves a huge!! favor if we pay attention to and learn from what the most high gives to us to experience for the sake of keeping us out of "the pit". this is a lesson everyone must learn on their own. I have concluded that lifes experiences for me have been to teach me a few things to help me understand myself and the most high. Some things i have learned are.
1. Many things are not meant to be learned....just endured.
2.seek and you will find.
3.whatever is in your heart will come out.....eventually,(whether good or bad)
4.you can change and overcome.
5 nothing beats feeding your spirit. through the holy spirit (righteously)
6.earthly emotions are a blessing
7.earthly emotions are a curse.
8.man is accountable to the most high and not the other way around.
9.at first i thought i was cursed growing up...but now i see i am blessed incredibly more then most men.
10.pain usually comes first. but maturity usually follows close behind.
11.god is faithful. if u are patient, (although sometimes it may not seem like it)
12.spritual growth is painful growth. (in yahowashi)
13.death to self is the key to life and living.
14.prayer really does work.
15.fast from the world and you will see the kingdom in you and around you.
16.if you can learn to forsake the temporary for the eternal, thats the jackpot!
17.man does not live by bread alone.
18.do not be afraid to be the only one who believes what u believe.
19.your life is meant to be shared. (SOMEHOW) so other israelites can learn.
20.if your not thirsty (for understanding) and stay thirsty you will die.
21.if you are to proud to confess your faults,and admit your weaknesses, dont waste your time trying to find the most high.
there are alot of voices in this world, with many of them saying this is the way. I have learned as i live that if we can be patient and seek the most high, indeed the most high will most definetly come unto you and prepare you so ha mashiach yahowashi can come and live in you through the holy spirit. The necessary thing is to know who you are so that when the transformation begins to take place you will know that its no longer you living but yahowashi living in you. The holy spirit is real and actually leads you into all righteousness. What most israelites dont understand, is the path you will travel requires a great deal of "going against the grain", a path that only now i realize that the most high began to lead me on as young as i can remember. maybe the same thing has happened to you too.